I Just Want To Die

Right now all I am is crying out
But I hold it in and fake a smile
I am falling down upon my knees

I lock myself in the loo
Where I sit in water
From all my tears

I wish I could run into the tool box
Pull out a knife
And stab myself

I feel I have no purpose in life
I feel like an useless crap
I feel like I am in everyone's way

I am good for nothing
I am just not good enough
I hate my life
I just want to die!

- Nirmohi