Black Heart

Why am I so messed up?

That I can hardly talk

My tongue moves but 

Noises don't come out

Am I challenged?

Against my own self

Will the war within me

Ever cease to peace

Continuously I keep talking

But just to myself

When will I make my voice heard

My past has been horrendous

My future bleak

In all this circumstances

Is my present too 

Getting weak

I need to arise

I need to talk

I don't know 

How and where

But I need to open up

My black heart!

- Nirmohi