Questions

What's my worth?
Am I worth a second glance
Till present from birth
Am I deserving a chance?

What's my value?
Am I worth time spent?
What did I do?
Did i squander the life lent?

What are my virtues?
Do they even shine through?
Do I put them to good use?
Or useless like a pair less shoe?

What defines me?
Is it the words that write?
Or work I do?
Could it be punches in a fight?

What have I done?
Take your time to think
Did I do it in rage?
Must have missed a link

What am I good for?
Important work or menial labor?
Could have I done more?
Achieved alone or together

Do I think differently?
Indulge in fairy tale notions
Is it sheer stupidity
To believe in magic potions?

Am I just silly?
Do I dream too much?
Accept reality
Am I capable of such?

Do I neglect what I carry?
Should I be more affirmative?
Do I delay a lot?
Have I nothing to show?

Am I wrong to feel?
Is it foolish to want?
When it all is real
Now feeling the thrust

Why did I roll?
Swimming through eye puddles
Should I just burrow?
Deep into these riddles

Why do I falter?
Why can't I heal and rise?
Why do I break and shatter
How do I stop my eyes?

Could I be anymore random?
Asking as they come to mind
Have I compromised my decorum?
Have I been blind?

Should I search even deeper?
May I go on and ask?
Am I worthy of an answer?
Or should I just don a mask?

I have done a lot of crimes
Their girth too is thick
Absolute clean this time
Of it am I worth?

- Nirmohi