Survival Of The Heartbeat

Sitting in a mess
Thinking to my own-self
What has happened to me?
Nobody showed remorse in that
The tears that come in the eyes
And the smile on the face
Why even this is a secret
From my very own so called brain
Upset being this odd
Finding some hidden treasure
The thoughts flowing in though
Made living a little tougher
Feeling suffocated
I didn't wish to survive
In this "beautiful" world
Sending my mind for a toss
What's happening in my head
I need to express it soon
How do I do it though
A question left blank by me
Tried to give up on living
But emotions stopped me
In this tragic moment
Only the heartbeat managed to survive!

- Nirmohi