Talking Is Hard

Why is talking so hard for me?
It's like I can form sentences in my head
But they never come out the way I want them to
Or sometimes
I can never form the sentences
And I am left speechless
I know I should talk more
It might make life a lot easier
But I just don't know how
Maybe when I was a baby
I accidentaly skipped a lesson in learning
How to communicate
My quietness had led to much misunderstandings
And being invisible in a room full of people
I low key wish I was more of an extrovert
And could talk the paint off the walls
Just another aspect about myself
That I hate!

- Nirmohi