Inside Out

I am very ugly
So don't try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And Iam not going to lie myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless terrible person
And nothingyou say will make me believe
I still deserve good
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be cared for
And I am in position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think
Am I as ugly as people say?

- Nirmohi