The Things I Lack

Please excuse my miscommunication
I didn't need it growing up
All I needed was the consistent dedication
To escape from where I was

Please look past my weak heart
It grew in place of the stone
I don't care about my emotionless art
By losing a few hits on the solid bone

Postpone the foundation I can never find
Stability was never my forte
I seek instead for a solid state of mind
Or at least that's what I claim

Forgive me for my wrong-doings
They were not meant in vain
I didn't live up well to expectations
I only thinly mask their blame

- Nirmohi