Make or Break?

In this high paced world
I am living a  tortoise life
Step by step
Moment by moment
Wondering how the current element will pass
Past not in memory
Future not in thoughts
Am I really being alive?
Is my existence counted?
Do I need to take up pace?
More importantly
Do I need to answer these questions now?
Let each particle make me or break me
Make up for the hurts I have caused
Break forever to ashes
Either being valid
My actions for the current element should not stop

- Nirmohi