Showering Water

I look at the smooth and slow flowing water
I wonder what it would be like
To move forward and never look back
Or never stay or be in the same place twice

I can stand there for hours
Just to watch the water
And hear the water
I see my reflection
As I watch my reflection
I see my sad expression
And wonder if the water can see me

I run my fingers through the water
I see many ripples appear
As if the water is flinching
From the pain I am causing it
I wonder if the water can feel me
Feel my pain

I wish I could float on the water
And let it carry me
Anywhere and everywhere it goes

I step into the water
I feel the coolness of the water
And I begin to shiver
I feel my body relaxing
I feel my heart go from racing to free-falling
I concentrate
I start to float
I feel the water pass by me
I realize that nothing in this world
Can take away this feeling
The feeling of me happy!

- Nirmohi